im becoming an emo bitch and this isnt what i used to be. i think something's wrong.
and why does everything have to crash on me TOGETHER. that really sucks. i think life sucks totally.
ke li isnt gonna come back to ij its really sad dont think so much about it (: be happy where u are alright?
i need a spell that will make me study. NOW.
it gets bad when i feel depressed sometimes. i get mood swings alot, i think i have a mental disorder. not kidding. there's times when i just feel like ending it all. suicide is on the rise anyway. times when i need it most,its never there. when i dont need it,it comes to me all the time. dont you think that sucks?i do. is it just god being unfair or is it just me. i think im a lousy gf anyway. but whatever i have nothing to say to that. i so love taking people for granted anyway period.
;Saturday, March 11, 2006